almost there

ahhhh, day of liquid fasting almost fucking complete.

ONE fuck up.

I was at brads, and hes not really the romantic type, but on the first night we kissed we went to this gas station, bought air heads and then kissed while, idk, like eating it together... awww how cute.. ha lol

BUT he bought some so of course I couldnt deny! the first one i just sucked on a little lol, and then made him eat the rest, the 2nd one I legit had no choice... it was only 30 cals for half, and I sucked on it so it was liquid before I swallowed... but still. I guess Im not upset...

So todays intake:
ice water
water
powdered tea: 12 cals
water
1/2 air head 30 cals
hot tea 0 cals
a little sugar in tea: 10 cals?
water
cup of smim milk: 45 cals
total: 97 cals. I beasted the fuck out of that shit. sorry for the use of language... Im just way too pumped up.

So have I told you all how much I love you yet today? Like seriously... your comments make me wayyyy too happy.

OH and I am now in a better form of communication with my BBFE (best blogging friend ever lmao) FRENZY. So if anyone else wants my number to text me for support, of just a friend to talk to LET ME KNOW, if not... that's cool too haha.

Hopped on the scale. 168.5, 1 pound down from this morn :]
Praying for 167.5? 167 would be tooo amazing.
I NEED 165 by wednesday morning. Before then I am planning on running two more 5ks at some point.

ALSO tomorrows food plan:

FRUIT FRUIT VEGGIES VEGGIES FRUIT VEGGIES maybe a little milk, and some water... that's about it...

in my house right now we have:
cherries
grapes
peaches
watermelon
oranges
grapefruit
bananas
apples
the list goes on... and I had to resist today... BUT I kept telling myself it will be worth it for tomorrow:]

I also talked brad out of making a pizza tonight... I was like "Babe, there is no way I will stay if you make that, I do not have that kind of self control right now... lol" so he didnt :] BUT hes making it tomorrow and I said I would have a piece. BUT one piece really won't kill me. Especially if I only eat raw things all day :]


Off to read your beautiful blogs.
Love you all
Good luck
Lilah



UPDATE: currently drinking a can of V8 only 70 cals
and its helping me resist eating lol
I'm going to start drinking it more
2 servings of vegetables
19% DV of potassium
and 170% vit A

legitttttttt

and 3g fiber :D