Hey everyone,
i'm not sure if you remember me saying I was only allowing myself 200 more cals at the end of the night...well... I may have fucked that up lol. So heres what happened. I ate 2 rice cakes, 100 cals. No biggie... then I had to go grocery shopping for a few items with brad... Basically I came from within inches of going on a binge... like no joke... i haven't had that happen in sooo long... I almost ordered a pizza, threw 10 bars of candy in my cart... so on and so forth... BUT, luckily... My head got the best of me and I ran for the health food section lol... there I picked up a ceasar salad:230 cal....and I got a shit ton of gum... unfortunately its 10 cals a stick which is kinda shitty, but still better than a pizza lol... then we drove my mcdonalds and I had to force my hands to stay in place on the damn steering wheel. then we went back to brads... I ate the salad (more like inhaled it) then ate my last two rice cake (100 cals) now im at 430 for the night (230 over).. but do I stop there? no... Brads making this chicken, grape,apple salad thing (like the new one at subway) so luckily it was realllly healthy... so I probably ate about 100 cals of that... so now im at 530... which is shit... BUT at the same time, STILL better than pizza and candy.....So even though Im extremely disappointed, Im still not going to consider it a binge since it wasnt even 1,000 cals... and just be happy that it was all healthy food!
So scale this morning: 169.5.. i was like there is no way I gained 1.5 pounds from 530 cals?? So I step off, then on:168... wtf? so I get on it like 5 more times, kick it around a little... all say 168....
So im thanking god that I didnt gain...especially since sat is my free day!!
Well I hope you are all doing wonderful, by the sounds of it, it seems fantastic!
I'm working for a couple hours tonight, def need the money. I also just found out today that my 2nd to last paycheck from working at college may not have come yet, so that would be nice to have!!
Possible gym work out later... but more than likely i'll just stay here and do my abs and arms, possssibly run later
good Luck today loves!!
Love Lilah <3
i know its hard when you go over your goals for the day, but seriously, you had SO much self control to go grocery shopping AND to mcdonalds and come out on the healthy side! Seriously, that's awesome and i'm so proud! I always have to eat right before I go to the grocery or else I get in major trouble. And congrats on staying the same! my scale does the same exact thing....so frustrating!
ReplyDeleteon a side note, thanks so much for the support/advice for france. I've been talking it over with my family and its a hard decision, but its nice to have someone else be able to think through it with me and give me advice. and if I go, you are DEFINITELY coming to visit me! No options missy! hahaha ok well have a great day!
happy for you! i love when i don't gain even though i had a binge :) great job!
ReplyDeleteO.M.G!
ReplyDeleteI.m going through the same thing right now you will see in my post tomoz...
Only thing is my B.F is making it so damn hard I wish he would stop lol! Grrrrrr :(
But I'm going to stick with it I will not be tempted lol!
Great job on choosing the salad and passing the big M your showing such positivity Lilah Lee and its showing on the scale too :D yay!
Love you,
until tomoz
Loadsa love
Wilted~Rose ♥