Pizza must be my weakness??

So I ate pizza last night at Brads... after I worked out and didnt eat anything I kept getting really dizzy... then went to Brad's and he kept trying to figure out what was wrong with me. When
I wouldnt eat the pizza he got all weird..so I did... then another one. But I felt great! The good news is that I did weigh 157.8 this morning... so although that is a gain of .8, all the food is still in me so im not concerned. I may take a laxative tonight... or my fiber pills... we'll probably go with the fiber pills since hey are natural and safe.

Im going to try and stop weighing my self... its getting VERY bad.
Like I probably weigh my self on average at least 25-40 times a day.. like... it's realllly.
before and after every time I go to the bathroom...
SO I really want to try and get it down to where I weigh myself like 2 times a week.

this morning I had oats and blueberries and yogurt: 150ish
an apple for a snack:50 veryyy small
a few strawberries:10
some trial mix: 100
now im eating this lean cuisine pizza: 390, but took the sausage off so 350?
Total: 700 and its 4pm

parents are making ribs since its my last night home... but I dont really eat meat anymore? lol but Ill probably have a few today and then start counting my days with out red meat :)

sorry i've been so distant lately.
I promise that once I get moved in adn school starts I'll be back to my normal self.
Although I know I wont be 155 tomorrow, Im really just hoping to be 157.? and i'll be happy

Also, Im going to the gym tonight. Last night I burned over 700 and tonight im hoping to do the same. that way the only calorie intake that will count is what I eat at dinner :)

I love you all
Have a fabulous night!

Lilah