Master Cleanse, and my new plan

So on my bike ride home from work tonight I did some thinking.

I decided that I'm starting this master cleanse ASAP.

I'm going to do the "Ease-in" part in the next couple of days.

Tonight however, the family is getting pizza and i'm eating no more than 2 pieces.

I think for a "snack" before bedtime Im going to try the MC drink out and see how it goes.

10 days seems kind of long but we'll see how I do.

Im going to a Lugnuts game on saturday (minor league Baseball team) and then i'll be in Kzoo for a part of the weekend :) visitin gmy baby of course. OH!!

AND GOOD NEWS!
I got the job interview at the Cafe at my school. We'll see how it goes! haha Since I worked at a cafeteria last semester I think it will look really good on my job app and hopefully will get me the job! This place is really nice an makes homemade smoothies, tazo teas and coffees :)
I am just hoping and praying that I will get this. My "potential boss" seems to loveeeee Brad so hopefully that will help in my favor.

Also, after lessons with wet hair I weighted 161.2 meaning in the morning I would hit 159 again, so im basically just maintaining which I am fine with... for now lol

Also I did some psychology research lmao... did I tell you all i'm a psych minor?
well... Im about 100% sure I have hypomania and am histrionic lol

I saw a fellow blogger do this the other day and thought it was interesting. So the red highlighted ones are what I experience lol.

A mnemonic that can be used to remember the criteria for histrionic personality disorder is PRAISE ME:^[9][10]

• P - provocative (or seductive) behavior (mine is semi but not horrible lol)
  
• R - relationships, considered more intimate than they are
• A - attention, must be at center of
• I - influenced easily (wayyy too easily lol)
  
• S - speech (style) - wants to impress, lacks detail
• E - emotional lability, shallowness (kind of hahaha)
  

• M - make-up - physical appearance used to draw attention to self (o yeaaa)
  
• E - exaggerated emotions - theatrical (bahahaha yessss)
  

And Hypomania:

• obsessive behavior, whether mild or severe
• excessive risk-taking (e.g., gambling, foolish business decisions)
• general poor judgment (sometimes lol)
  
• a decreased need for sleep. Many hypomanic individuals may get at little as 3–6 hours of sleep a night
• uncontrolled, or only partially controllable, impulsivity
• excessive sexual activity or sexual risk taking (talk about my college experience.... opps)
  

Yea... I've always thought I had hypomania lmao... I do have OCD and they kind of go hand in hand... bhahahaha........ maybe I just overthink everything lol


Bahahaha.... sooo I just ate the pizza. 3 pieces.
Def need this control back.
i'm lucky to have barely gained anything this week


So I'll be easing into this MC all weekend then starting on monday I'll start :]

I guess my ease in will consist of the lemonade drink, soup, fruit, juice, veggies... and then the occasional unhealthy shit I will have no choice to eat this weekend... lol


AHH! im excited. If I can last the 10 days I will be ecstatic and hope to hit 155! :D

Love you all too much for words.

Lilah