Ok so the 1st drink wasnt bad, burned my throat a little but whatev..
Second one, I though I was going to choke. no joke. I sneezed after every sip lol
Then got a stomach ache, couldnt even finish it... SO MC is a fail for me...
DAMN IT
I have stuck to just fruits today though! Hopeing I can find some veggies later!
Im eating an avocado right now... not great for you but lots of vitamins and the "good" fats...
I weighed myself before the avocado (well I guess I had a little, but not enough to count) and I weighed the exact same as I did this morning. So as long as I don't fuck up tonight... I should be in the low 160.?? tomorrow. Maybe if I get REAL lucky i'll hit 159 again :)
So I have this friend... hes the kind of guy that just hates on people, constantly, but in a funy way, and a manner that he can actually get away with.
Howeer he crossed the line today.
I actually though my legs were looking better this morning..
Then at work I was like holy shit! They are jiggling so bad... we were all laughing and joking about it when he goes " haha they look like mini Linda (our boss) legs" I almost killed him. no joke. Our boss is like 6'3'' easily 300 pounds, a lot of muscle, but much more fat on top... probably the worse thing I've ever been compared too...
I know he was joking... but still... bitch lol
KAY! So my friend (actually the kid I was just talking abouts ex-gf) is coming over tonight around 11pm for a sleepover? I almost just want to tell her no so I can sleep and not eat lol. Because I know that as soon as Im with friends, my whole concept of control disappears...
So I may eat some veggies tonight... I have no idea why im so fucking hungry!
My co-worker and friend. The one who I have mentioned who's bigger than me, and said she actually works to maintain her weight... what a joke lol.
She brought bagel chips to work and I have never had to resist that bad before... I could and still can taste it in my mouth lol But alas, success.
Love you all.
Promise to post later...
OH! I got the job!
Only like 3-4 guarantees hours a week lol. But it's something and I'll be able to work up from there! So hopefully my life will get more interesting eventually? Sorry if I bore you :)
Lilah
Oh no! Hopefully if I ever get to do the master cleanse or lemonade diet, it won't be a fail! I need it to work for me! Sorry it didn't work for you. I hate when ppl make "jokes" about my body too. It makes me want to cry or choke them.
ReplyDeleteThat sucks that you are allergic! Did you look into that? That is so weird..
ReplyDeleteMaybe your boss works to maintain her weight so that she doesn't gain more, right? Maybe that is what she meant. I said something like that to a couple of my students once - that I didn't like creamer because of the calories and they laughed so hard at me. Meh. It won't always be like that, though.
I'm really hungry right now >.<
Anyway, sounds like you have lots of fun :) Sorry about the joke the kids made - he must've felt like he could just jump in but guys need to know that they aren't allowed to do that ;)