Some real life thinspo.

So I hit 160.2 today...
I have no idea how im losing this weight so fast.
I guess I didnt really eat a lot haha. well.... at first bahaha
Breakfast: cereal/milk/bberries(180)
cookie (100??)
lunch:chocolate and baby food= 140
snack: 2 rice cakes and chocolate: 170

then I ate some shit... haha not horrible thought!
1 cup of peas: 100
mini bagel:100
3 tbsp marshmallow fluff:60
2 pieces turkey: 50

Total for day: 900ish

I rode my bike to work.
Car ride home since it was down pouring.
ran to work (little over a mile) but 1 mile run, is better than no mile run lol
biked home
Swam a little...
idk
I'm hoping for anything under 161 tomorrow :]

wouldn't that be lovely.
I'm taking pics this weekend.
Im supposed to be 159.8 Saturday morning when I wake up.
That's my goal at least. it's only .4 away
I can't freakin believe it.
BUt I just feel bloated and nasty right now so tomorrows weigh in i'm thinking will be around 162ish :/

I actually liked how I looked today... not perfectly, but could be worse... haha
Looking back at my fat pics... gosh. Never again...

Here are some old pics of me....and a few recent. I have no idea why I love pictures so much... maybe its just nice seeing the past?? idk...



I told you I used to be kinda tiny... look at my butt bahaha... what butt??



At Cedar point the other day



Again.....



A senior pic lol.... I just dislocated my knee and all of the liquid drained into my right ankle bahaha... I gained like 15 pounds... so I felt HUGE here...




Everyone looks so little here!! Junior year I think??



Some real life skinny's...
The first is my friend... we're not super close or anything but I know she was diagnosed with ana... couldnt find her old pictures....I think she is perfect now though :]

Yeah thats brad with her on the left... Im not going into what happened with brad and me and prom... it was a mess (this is their school's prom)

Shes gorgeous...



next is a girl I went to high school with... I didnt know her well, she graduated the year before me but there were always the rumors about her.

So they weren't that great of pictures... whatever....
I think they are both beautiful girls and i'm not trying to expose them or anything. I just think they are both beautiful...


Ok.. so I fucked up...

basically I made everything up until now about 4 hours ago...
Me and sis went and watched home videos.. and binged...

Chocolate...fritos... It started off healthy...
strawberries...blueberries... almonds.... rice cakes....
then chocolate... fritos... pop tart... fuck it.

O well.
cravings gone.
Im blaing my period and the fact that I have been off my meds for 2 days... o well.

ANYWAY. I weigh 163 right now.
So it wasn't tooo bad. I know it could have been worse..
At least I ran today.

I promise tomorrow will be great.
Just like how today started.
I'll weigh myself in the morning, then again after working 3 hours... Im hoping to see like 161.8 at some point in the day....

Bring on the veggies!!!

If i'm 162.6 i'll be ok....

Whateves.. going to sleep.
sorry girls :/ won't happen again

I NEED to just picture being 159.8 on Saturday and It'll hopefully help...
3 more morning weigh ins...



i'm out guys :]

Lilah