Gosh I wish I could live on blogger like I did all summer.
I reevaluated... or more so, evaluated my eating habits.... they are bad. horrible. I'm not sure how it got there again, well...obviously, I was eating and losing weight so it stuck with that until it got bad.... so this morning I weighed an epic 158 pounds.... which from my perspective feels huge, but really, its a gain of like 3 pounds from my low average... so Im not TOO concerned, but its time to take control again. Im never, NEVER weighing 160.? again... until im prego that is...
I was suppossed to work out today.... but my roommates friends are surprising her so i've been cleaning since I got home....
I started a new food/weight/exercise journal today!!
And i was doin excellent until my boss bought us all donuts, and she always literaly makes me eat. it's cute. I know she does it to everyone... but its cute haha
So with out that I would have been fine.... But an over estimate for my day is around 1,147? which is shit, but with out hte donut I would only be at 747... however, it's only 5:53... and Im stil hungry... therefor, I will probably me at 1500 today... which is still below a maintaining diet for me... so I guess I can't complain... I walked A LOT again.... I just feel HUGE and I hate it...
But I love food so much... and it sucks... Im pathetic lol.
So I want to weigh like 157.? tomorrow and i'll be happy.
Im gonna work out lots this weekend, promise!
You all better too!
I HATE when all people do is bitch about their weight and they don't work out lol.
So... I'll talk to you all tomorrow!!
Love
Lilah
so i was about to get on blogger and make a post bitching about my weight and not exercising...but your pos stopped me! thank goodness for that! lol ok so i'm thinking, you and me, we need to be hardcore blogger buddies again. We should work out some kind of plan where we text each other at a certain time every day and say "go work out fatass!" or have to report on how many cals we've eaten so far or soemthing. maybe if we kept each other in check we'd do better. cause i def need some motivation behind me right now and if i'm afraid to let you down i'll be so much better.
ReplyDeleteso thats just a thought. I know were both pretty busy but if we just make out a schedule like "every monday text me at this time and tell me this, tuesday text me at this time and tell me this...etc" i think it would work! what do you think? just a thought :) love you
I know how you feel. I work out for an hour and a half every day from monday through thursday, and I still only maintain my weight...
ReplyDeleteI fucking hate it. But I've received some caffeine pills, and they've messed up my appetite lol so i've been eating a lot less lately.
Good luck, you WILL be 157 tomorrow!
Look at how far you've come- losing those 3 pounds will be a piece of cake! (sorry for the pun) ;) H x
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