I can never think of what to title these anymore...

So I woke up today and my lips were huge and I had an itchy rash all over my face...
I went to the doctors adn all they know is that "It's not herpes" lol.... well thank the good lord! haha...

But it is ugly.. and stressed me out.. so what did I do? Yup you guessed it... Iate.

I mean... if I was still swimming it def would have been a normal day..
I woke up and had special K with light soy milk.
then a dinner roll...
half a personal pizza with wheat crust
some licorice
chex mix
an apple
toast with sugar free jelly
yogurt
a shit ton of candy
cheese stick

well... not gonna lose.. Oh and got my period.
 freakin yum.

so I was finally like 163 this morning. I weighed 167 at the doctors with all my cloths on :/ I guess 4 pounds of clothes and shoes make since...

SO I decided that I'm going to go to state this weekend... even If Im not 159.
That way, next time I let myself see everyone, i'll get super skinny lol.

But ya! That's about it for my dad, not too much else is going on.
Slept all day... didnt run... kind of failing at that....

OH and I found out my parent are buying a treadmill? Of course... when I move out they buy one...

Love you all ;)

Lilah