I WANT TO POOOOP :)

So  I took three laxies.
Nothing yet.

I just ate a shit ton of peas.
HOPEFULLY the last food I eat for a while....
Or at least the biggest amount...
I'm scared.

Scared of failing.

Scared of being fat.

Scared of that felling when you haven't are in 12 hours...

Idek.

I'm going to do this.

I will weigh 135...

It's gotta happen.

OH! and to my last comments, I know it won't help me lose weight lol... I just want to sort of get everything out and start fresh tomorrow.

Im excited for my jeansto be lose again. and my stomach to be flat.
And to post progress pics... when I hit 153

and when I hit 150 to FINALLY knock off another goal....

and then to hit my UGW of 135.

and all of the little notches in between.

I don't want to eat at all tomorrow.

I think I can do this.

Water and Tea all day.

I'll do it as long as I can.

I'm putting my scale away and I'll get it out sometime next week, or the week after when I think im at 155.8 or lower.

I don't want to see anything above that....

No more eating... it's fine.  I have enough fat on me to live for a good 2 months on water lol

I love you all.

HOLD ME TO THIS?!?!

KAY???

I want to start a diet..... any ideas???


Lilah