bad.ass.fucking.movie.
anyway... I watched it/ still am... and it inspired me.
To not be a fat ass.
I took two laxies the other day. And nothing happened? lol is that normal? it was only the second time in forever... so I took 3 tonight... we'll see what happens.
My parents bought me 100 dollars worth of food yesterday.
Most of it is frozen veggies, yogurt and fruit so we'll be ok...
Its the 2 lunchables that I grabbed that i'm just not so sure of.
I have an exam tomorrow on eating disorders, anxiety disorders, and somatoform disorders.... i'm not studying... I know too much on them lol
ummm I really need to come back....
My eating is out of control... i'm letting myself go.
I haven't drank in 18 days... not sure if it's a good or bad thing yet.
I think I have a problem...
I really just want to get blackout drunk right now and fuck someone...
wow, who's the whore? lol
BUT it's fine.
I'll be skinny eventually.
Not by halloween, which was my goal, but i'll be 149 by christmas break, and 135 by summer.
Slow and steady?
sure.
It's gonna happen.
Still waiting on this car bullshit.
I love you all.
Promise i'll comment soon.
<3 <3 <3
Ooo I want to see that movie! I meant to borrow it from a friend, but of course I left it on her kitchen table. -_-
ReplyDeleteYou're not a whore, you're normal.
Slow and steady is a good thing, even when it tests our patience. Good luck with the car! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!!
xoxoxo
hahaha TWIN!
ReplyDeleteCOME DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW! we will get blackout drunk and make bad decisions. lmao you sound so much like me that it makes me laugh. i get this feeling/need all the time...i mean besides the whole sex thing, i try to keep that under control, but hookups are another story...
anyway, youre not a whore. youre beautiful and youre normal.
anyway, i love you, please start posting more! i miss knowing whats going on in your life!