300th post?

Damn I post too much....

lol I wish there was something fun I could do, or I had good news or something.... but truthfully... there is nothing going on in my life right now now that is that amazing ahaha...

ummm It's 10:25am and I haven't ate... lol so thats great... kind of nervous to hop on the scale but thats cool too because I always am aha

not sure why i'm posting right now? lol my life is just so damn boring.. ha.

Did i mention my plan on getting sexy? lol

I was FB creepin on some girls... and Joe of course... and i just basically realized how I need to up my looks.

and it's completly possible, for all of us.

I want to move up like 1 point in looks after thanksgiving break... which is like a week long... and then after x-mas break... I need to move up like 3 points lol..

it will happen.

Tan.

hair cut.

gym.

nails.

laundry. lol sorry I had to add it lol

idek... it going to happen tho.... lol

I do not want food.

I will be in the 140.?'s when 2011 semester begins.

I know I originally said the 1st of the year, which would be great, but i'm going to lower my goal bit just so I dont get too dissapointed lol.

so yea.

no food is the plan lol.

as long as I can.

Ill probably just sleep most of today.... I want it to be tomorrow night so I can see joe lol.

Im not going to text him today.... I cant let myself lol.

He's busy hunting, he can text me if he wants to lol.

I think I am going to start reading again...

I have a bunch of books I bouht over the summer that I still haven't read...

I may try wasted again.

Hopefully it will be a good "thinspiration" book ahahaha... I just really need to keep busy.

Im going to shower this morning because I feel gross.

Workout later hopefully...

then shower again ah.

then not go out tonight... lol because then I will eat lol.

I wonder if 159 monday morning is asking too much?

Im going to get on the scale here in a little bit and see the damage I have done in the past few days.

So I feel asleep mid post lol

Im 162.2 and it's 2:50pm lol

SO I haven't ate in 12 hours... let's see if I can go for another 12, or at least 6.

I am going to go run in a bit and try to only drink 0 cal liquids.... I had a powerade zero in the fridge but

I think someone drank it? GAY o well... lol

so the goal for tomorrow morning is 161.? then HOPEFULLY I can hit 160.8 again during the day.

so here we go!

I need to hit the 150's soon.... thanksgiving 158? It's going to be hard because I could bring my scale home.... but then my mom will freak out lol. and so will my roommates.... maybe I can find a large enough bag to hide it lmao.

the scale at home is off by a little bit but I'll probably just have to go by it :/

Alright, so 0 cal beverages all day :)

MAYBE yogurt later... we will see.

Love you all

Kels <3