EWWWWW

I spent like 10 minutes this morning staring at the mirror and and thinking about how gross I felt.

I was the same this morning.... 163.4

The sad thing is that this was tmy happy, good weight last year... fucccck.

I also ate like shit tonday.... two cookies...

ton of diet coke

a lot of fruit and veggies

a dinner roll

some little potatoes with cheese.

a couple ravioli things...

mashed potatoes and gravy.

im not leacing the gym tonight until I have burned 1000 calories.

I also lost a follower.

ef.

Looks like I'm too fat. People must be losing interest. O well.

Tomorrow will be better.

Promise.

Im thinking veggies, fruit, a ton of diet coke.... soup and yogurt.

yup.

and water lol

OMG we finally got coke zero cherry in!

It's amazing :)

So no more cookies or rolls for as long as I can.

you girls are all doing so amazing and I REALLY need to catch up.

Im suppossed to be out of the 160's by Sunday.

New goal is to be 159 by next Wednesday.

I may just fast.

if Im more than 160.8 on Sunday.

Then I refuse to eat till im 159 again.

This is bull shit.

I plateaued out around 158ish and then started eating again and got down to 154.

So Im thinking that since I didnt work out then, and I am now that as long as I can burn 500 minimum a day for 5 days a week minimum then I should be able to hit 149 by christmas.

Sorry for all the complaining.

I hate being fat.

Im just glad that tomorrow is always a new day.

Hoping for 162 in the morning... however Ill be happy with maintaining.

Gosh this sucks.

Serisouly though.

After m SGD is over im going to start a new one called FVD.

Fruits veggies and diet soda.

it's gonna happen.

love you all.

Lilah