going to be a bad weight bay again...
had an egg roll and then ice cream earlier.
Instead of youth group I ened up going out with Joe's friend Emily... we went to coldstone then bigby... got this tea latte thing... amazing...
then went to Joe and hung out with his roommate brad while he studied.... it was weird.... but then he kissed me goodbye.. on the cheek... but it was still cute? like he didnt have to do that right?? idek.... im so confused and insecure... like he texts me everyday... and he wants to hang out tomorrow... but in front of people I kind of feel ignored... and there are so many girls that like want him... it's weird... and why would he choose me??? sighhh
I can;t wait to come back from christmas break and be skinny.... im working out everyday and just noting to eat.
We went to the bar/club....goodbye $8 lol
so much thinspiration there....
sooo glad I did not dye my hair haha.
she used to have cancer so has wigs lol.
idek.... tomorrow should be fun... I dont want to eat.
I want Joe to like me... and I feel like im close but I need to do something...
HELP ME lol
what do I do?
I had it too easy with Brad all these years.
It was weird... I was so attracted to his roommate Brad tonight! lol
he picked me up and spun me around when I hugged him bye lol. it was cute hahhaha.... hes hilarious...
anyway..... goodnight....
gerrr I want to know this Joe thing!!
haha
love you.
Have you thought that it might be because you're amazing? Have a little confidence in yourself, sweetie! Well done on the exercise, and hope the weekend goes good for you :) stay strong! xx
ReplyDeleteahh love you. you must have done a lot of laughing/talking which works your abs. so thats built in exercise.
ReplyDeleteanyway, YOU WILL MAKE IT TO YOUR GW
and joe, oh this is maddening! i want to like, go up to him and tell him to go ask out the girl he likes and then he will ask you out!
hot wig. ive always wanted to see what I looked like as a...black haired person. or a blonde