I just b/p'd
I cant do this.
I hate this.
I really do not what to do this.
Please don't tell me not to do it.
Because I rREALLY don't want to....
I can't stop shaking... I don't want this.
it started with chex mix... then more.. .then toast... nutella... then a whole can of ravioli.... I don't even know what to do... I just want a friend here who will hold me and actually understand...
I want to fly away.....
I'm just going to drink hot water all night...
I don't want to eat anymore...
...but I do.
Why am I so fucked up?
Im sorry. I know how it feels to eat and eat and eat and want more. Please be okay dear. * internet hug * and it can all be over. it will be all over and you wont have the urge to binge any more. I wish I could give you a hug love :(
ReplyDeletexxoo and please stay okay. just live for tomorrow--and try not to do things that tomorrow wont like