So long story short i'm still fat lol.
And I am veryyyy sorry for being gone for so long without a last post!
I went to New Hampshire and was hanging out with that guy I was telling you about the night before and so posting was obvi impossible :(
But I ate my little heart out and am now ready to burn it all off and be back to 154 asap!
I was looking at pics from when I weighed that and I looked pretty damn good. I mean I want to look better but I can settle for that!
Ok, so my love life. lmao. I know you all want to hear all about it.... haha
I've been texting Bram, the one I had the movie night with, like 24/7 since we hung out about a week ago.
It's weird... I really like him, hes really funny and makes me happy.... but at the same time... I can't trust guys so i'm not going to expect too much from anyone.
Brad is also being weird... he's like I know when I guy is in your life... and I don't even try to hide it anymore becuase he can read me so well...
But Bram is on his vacation from the marines so he drinks a lot and who knows if he even 1/2 means what he says while drunk lol. idk... I'm just going to have fun with this one, take it slow... he moves back in feb when his miltary time, or whatever is over.... so I guess we'll have to see!
My trip was awesome! The disabled kids that we worked with were such a joy to help with :P
I may even switch my major from OT to SLP... we'll see :) i just realllly want to know what I wasnt to do and to have goals again...
For my new year resolutions I ust want to be happy.... so all my mini ones basically lead up to that!
I'm going to work out min 3x a week, eat healthy, fast food 4x a month max ( brad gave me that idea)
and I overall just want to be a positive person. Every time I have these feelings that I'm fat and ugly and useless I try to talk myself out of it. And it's going alright so far.
so basically, it's 3:46pm and my stomach is growling soooo much! I like it lol I'm about to go do P90X then eat a little bit.... Bram is supposed to come over tonight.. I'm kind of nervous lol I'm so bad with men... lol and he's like 22... i'm 19... which isnt a huge difference but I still feel like a little kid.... lol
O well. I'm just going to have fun.
Love you girlies :)
Have an amazing weeked
Kels.
Being happy is a wonderful resolution. I'm glad you had a good time in New Hampshire! I've only ever driven through that state, but it looked pretty.
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ReplyDeleteahhh bram. He has a cool name. And you can doo it chica.
I looked up PX09, and now I really want one. Is it like, really hard? I want a video to sweat to but so far I haven't found shit
SO glad you had an amazing time--I'm sure those little dudes were geeking out over you, and that they miss you already!!!
xxooo
Hurrah, you're back!! (but I didn't miss you all that much seeing as I spent a lot of time facebook stalking you . . . . :P )
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