BACK.

I miss you all terribly.

I am so sorry for leaving, Inever want it to happen again.

My anxiety levels became extremely high, I was working out twice a day, and then my Macbook broke for 3 weeks.... and I know those arent really great excuses but ehhh whatever.

So long story short!

I am on the swim team here at my college, not varsity (that was lot go due to budget in the 80's) but yes, so I usually swim 4 days a week and have been running 2 miles a day 4-6 times a week.

and my weight has gone back up to 169ish?! wtf.... basically, I know the majority of it is muscle since I look smaller than I usually do at this weight... but still.  That number pains me to see, especially since I was 154 in sept.

ok enough of the babeling.

re-goal time.

I was 181 last May.

154 by September.

I didn't lose the weight 100% healthy...  but this time I'm going to try, (I think lol)

I want to be 151 by the end of May

30 pounds in a year.

Nervous, but I think I can make it happen.

I was 171 yesterday (THE FUCK.)

so thats basically 20 pounds in 74 ish days.

totally possible.

I need you all for support, just as I would love to be back in your support groups.

I promise to  catch up this week! <3

It may take a while but it will happen!

I'll post more random things from my life like I usually do later on haha :)

Love you girlies!

It feels so refreshing to be back home!!! :D

Kels.