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Jason is visiting tomorrow.
He has job training in the city I live in.
We dated for a month summer 09...

He is gorgeous.

his abs are even better than the rest... ahaha...
any ways, luckily I have a boy friend. hands off. lol

but I work tomorrow 7am-2:30pm but I have an appoointment for my leg at 2:15... so hopefully my boss is ok with me skippin early...

then I really need to donate some plasma... so if I can get home and to the plasma center by 4 I should be fine to meet up with Jason by 5ish....

I really do not want him to see me this fat... but owell.
no more food.
no more binging.
no more purging.

I wish Carey would just move in with me and get a job here for the summer.
I can't stand being this far away from him.
It was supposed to end in August when he moved up here.... but now that's not going ot happen.
I hate lonf distance relationships and to tell you the truth i'm not sure I would have signed up for this whole fall in love thing if I didn't think he was moving up here... ok yea that's a total lie, I would have but it just sucks a whole fucking lot.

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