I'm not sure why I let myself get so excited for things.
Half of the time they don't work out... and another 30% of the time they aren't even close to being as great as I thought.
The last 20%? Yea... not sure where that's been at lately.
Carey was supposed to come over yesterday for my sisters graduation... after talking about it we figured it would be more worth it for him to come out today. But... his check didn't come in the mail, and so he's watiing on it today to see if he'll have gas money....
but it's 4:25pm and I still haven't heard from him.
Which pisses me off.. I would rather just know so I can go do something and stop sitting on my ass staring at my phone...
Everything with this guy has been so different so far from Brad... but Brad would pull this shit all the time. And i'm not going to deal with this shit again...
He worked early and I talked to him at like 4:30am so yea, there is a really good chance that he is sleeping... ugg I just hate this. Why can't things just go how I want them too for once?...
Well on the plus side I've only eaten a bagel and some coffee this mornin... then threw a little up in the shower....
I'm prob just going to drink some stuff....like tea and maybe more coffee....
gerrrrr I just want to be happy and stay happy.
this shit sucks.
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