phewww. back for good.

Alrighty! So today I gained my control back.
I have almost finished reading wasted.
I woke up at 8ish, ate these diet dots and then didn't eat a thing until 2:45
i drank 56oz of water so far and 2 diet cokes.
I ate a bagel 210 in an hour and a half lol
a frozen gogurt 70 in 20 minutes
and ive been workin on a chewy bar 90 for the last hour.
I really like doing this.
I like doing it so much that I even calculated the cal/min

the bagel was 2.33 c/min
and gogurt 3.5
the chewy bar is going to be rediculously low since i am takin my good old time.

so total cal for the day so far is 370! I am amazed with myself.

I'm goingto FINALLY hop on the scale tomorrow... it's been like 2-3 weeks because yes I am that scared.
I am realllly hoping for anything under 175. 176 MAX I'll prob end up getting on it tonight... but tomorrows weight is what counts.

last june on this exact day I weighed 175 i believe. although it sucks having gained that 21 pounds I lost back, I am determined to lose them again and be in the low 160's by July :) 163 will make me happy and then anything below there is golden. I REALLY want to hit 135 at some point, but for now my goal is to just get back to 155.

Alright.
I'm going to go catch up on your guy's lives!!!

love you all :)