blah blah blah.

Intake wasn't horrible.

Walnuts.

little portion of oatmeal eggs and potatoes

part of a turkey wrap

pees

some mac and cheese, prob like 15 noodles

then slept and ate some furit and veggies 6 hours later.

I'm really hoping tomorrow morn that I can say I officially lost 2 pounds from when I started paying attention again... but I ate the fruit kinda late so we'll see... I really want to be 4 pounds down my mon morn... but I'm going ot be drinking extremely heavily this weekend so prob not.

I've been walking a lot lately. I know that between walking to the bus and to work I get at least 2 miles in a day so that should eventually help right?

My leg hurts sooo bad from running. Looks like I'm just gonna have to stick with biking and swimming :(

Tomorrow I'm going camping with my bf and then spending the weekend with him.

It's so hard to eat healthy with him...

like he knows I'm trying to lose weight... but he brought me down a piece of pie after I told him I wasn't hungry... I know he's just being sweet and obviously if he's feeding me dessert he doesn't think i'm too fat.

When I was drunk I was saying something about being fat and he goes, you're not fat and I think you're beautiful....so that was def nice. haha I stil want to lose 40 pounds tho..

really, I just want to fit into most of my jeans by october :P

at 163 most will fit and then another at 155 and one more at 150.. so I got a bit of work ahead of myself.

Tomorrow I'm going to eat an apple before work

walnuts to snack on

and then at my breakfast/lunch break have oatmeal and fruit

I'll be eating lunch with Carey (boyfriend) so I'm thinking maybe subway?

then dinner is whatever happens... I guarantee we'll get a pizza :/

BUT we're going to a detroit tigers MLB baseball game on sat.. so I'm hoping we'll be walking a lot.

and we'll prob spend all of our money on beer and not get food. Especially since we're not driving.

And please don't tell me not to drink beer it makes you fat. I obviously know this. Look at my stomach lol. BUT I just am not ready to give it up yet. Maybe someday... but for now, while I'm i college... not happenin.

Then on sunday we're going to cornroast which I guess got it's name somehow.. but now is just an excuse for a bunch of people to get drunk out on a lake lol

buttt since I'm only 20 I'll prob just down 5 shots in carey's basement and that way I'll skip out on MIP #2 lmao

alrighty.

night girls.

hopefully I'll be able to finally say I'm 2 pounds down tomorrow... sad right? haha

<3