good and bad, like always

So I didn't eat much and thought that I would have sure lost over the weekend....

well the bad new is I didn't, I gained.... however I think it must have been food weight because as of htis afternoon I'm back down to 186.8 so thats good.

Today I ate:
walnuts
orangejuice
couple scoops of oatmeal
side bowl of melon
apple waldorf salad.

all of it is from where I work, I hate that I don't know the calories or anything...

But this salad came in a shaker and filled me up pretty good.
consisted of:
apples, walnuts, spinach, dried cranberries, celery and honey mustard dressing.
I didn't use all the dressing... but still, I need to buy my own that's healthier.


ummm so not bad intake for today.
I have this nasty sun poisioning blister on my lip.  I used to get them when I was younger...

I also stepped on glass in the lake at cornroast this past Sunday.
Super fun, tons of people... basically just a huge party in a lake where everyone is flashing their tits for beads..

We went to a MLB tigers baseball game, got stuck in traffic for soooo long.  Literally a stand still for an hour... and, Me nad the boy of course we're sippin on captain and coke (not driving) and I had to pee.... super bad.  So what do we do? climb out of the car on the middle of I-94E hop a fence and pee.... well it turned out to not be such a hot idea.. lol
rose bush or something tore up my leg.  But whatever...

I wore I fucking bikini to this lake thing...
I was at a friends and we weren't planning on going back to Careys... but we did and he said that I should keep the 2 piece on... so whatever.
Some of the pics look disgusting tho.

Also another girl at work today told me that I'm fat.
like really? fuck you.
I obviously know I gained weight.

fucking international students...

alright, well I'm really just hoping to be under 186.8 tomorrow. but we will see.

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