so...

I'm in my new house, I'm living with 4 guys and another girl.
2 of the guys are here with their girl friends... and one of the couples is making steaks... it smells so good. The girl is suppppper skinny and doens't eat much... it was funny, I was going to eat my green beans and she's like you can totally have half my steak, I won't be able to finish it.. I chew really slow and get full.  I was like WOW I need to hang out with you more lol.
I told her thanks but I've really been trying to lose weight and may have to pass. She was like ohhh you're fine.... but then again, who doesn't say that... lol

I think i'm just going to follow what she does and eat super slow and chew a lot. I'm trying to find a pic but i cant find a good one...


but anyway.. I may eat a bit of the steak because my stomach will not shut up... eating only 550 calores today I think was a huge jump down from the 1200 I've been trying to eat.



I also have the worst gas? hmmm I haven't taken laxative in 2 days so it's not that. ha. I REALLY wish I had my scale... maybe i'll sneak over to my place at the 3am and grab it lmao. hmmm

ummm I really want my green beans but forgot my can opener and they dont have one!


ok once again I forgot to post.
I did eat the steak and rice... but i havent had my treat for today... aand i was still super low.
I just ate jaimes leftovers so im not too worried... and I gave like 3/4 of the rice to niko.
o well.... i just ate 15 gold fish too... idk the cals but i think a serving is like 40? idk...

anyway! not sure when ill be able to weight myself... thinkin of going to my old apt to shower and get a few more thing early in the morn so that I dont have to see my roomiw..
ok im rambling.
love you girls
night!