I think i'm back guys :]

So for a while I wasnt counting super carefully, or really actually caring I guess.
But that high from counting/trying/control is back as of right now. Thank the lord! Hopefully ill start losing fast again!!

So Dinner:
Got my moms scale she uses to ship stuff on Ebay. Measured 1.5 oz of chicken 80 cals and Also eating 25 blueberries: 14 cals
So dinner is at 94 cals :D WIN
moms making a sald so Ill probably pick at that a little bit too. So ill add 50 cals for good measure haha

Todays total issss:
518 (+ 90 , piece of bread I ate before work... stomach hurt sooo bad so I had to do something) + 144 =........752 :D under 800. This is legit

Im thinking of starting the oatmeal diet.
Possibly the ABC diet later in the summer.
I just can't see myself being able to last on 200 cals or nothing while working in the sun all day. Some times I almost pass out even when I do eat lol

WELP! Thanks for reading girls :]

Promise i'll get more interesting as soon as this cold goes away!
Love all of my followers (and commenters) haha

xoxoxox Lilah



Actually decided to continue this like 15 mins ago.
I forgot I work at the pool tomorrow from 9:45 till 6:30 So basically a food plan is a MUST
Mom just went shopping so I've worked something out in my head

Breakfast: Before I leave
Oatmeal: 140
26 Blueberries: 15 cals
table spoon of Sliced almonds: 33.75
Total: 188.75

Lunch:
FF Yougurt: 60 cals
15 cherries: 57 cals
few pieces of turkey:60 cals ish
Total:177

(hopefully no one buys a ton of food and temps me to eat it.... shittt I work with 3 guys who are the type who can eat and never stop with out gaining. EXAMPLE today one of them at a whole medium pizza from little Caesars. Last year one ate 2 baconaters from wendys and a large fry and nuggets)

Snacks: (throughout the day)
8 saltines :96
cherrios: 100
Total: 196

Total up till now: 561.75 if I eat it all


Dinner will be at home so whatever that ends up being haha
Leaving 238.25 as max amount for dinner and night time snack

So if I do that ( or less) I'll be under 800 cals
Also, planning on swimming laps whenever I get the chance and riding bike to and from work.

Kay. Im really leaving now.
I want a cig... I don't even smoke that much so I have no idea why...

Love you all <3


Another fucking update lol
Just recieved 7 more of m books in the mail :D but sadly.. they are in sort of rough shape. I usually order "like new" and these have legit been read a few times haha... probably should stick with a library card from now on lol. BUT half my joy of reading is getting a book that looks brand new... IDEK...