MY FREE DAY....

Ok although I already apologized in the title of the last post lol, SORRY for that post lol..... They should not let blogger work on cell phone haha BUT anyways, i'm hungover as hell right now so this post will be pretty quick....well actually I have soooo much to tell you all ( I mean this stuff at least crack me up!) haha

So my "free" day... I ate the 2 rice cakes and a banana...and then basically didnt get hungry for a while.. lol what a free day? maybe i'm getting used to eating less? SO I get to my friends open house.... Basically try not to binge lol... ahaha I ate like 20 shrimp with cocktail sauce lol, 2 HUGE strawberrys, like 2 diet cokes, a HUGE strawberry dipped in chocolate lol some celery.....uh like 5 BBQ meatballs uhhh some more shrimp lol I know I ate more I just cant remember!!! and then I had more strawberry when I came home haha I KNOW I ate more but I cant remember! Then I basically had like 7 shots of 5 different kinds of vodka, UV blue and like pepermint schnapps haha... so..... my head hurts a wee bit lol

But I really wish I ate more on my free day?? Like the food was AWESOME and I think it was a good amount... OH and I ate a tortilla shell so I wouldnt get sick haha

But i'm kinddda scared to go step on the scale.. I'll let yall know tho....

But basically, I spent the night with 4 of my friends and my friend Levis sisters used to babysit me like 9 years ago... So we're all in his room (not suppossed to be there I guess??/) hahah and his mom walks in and is like uhhh why do you have 3 girls over? he goes oh! Remember (insert my real name here haha)! they had no where to stay after an open house... and she was totally chilll about it haha nad hes like wanna meet my sis again...since its been 9 years and i was like um no..... Your whole room looks like a walk of shame waiting to happen haha (I'm proud to say nothing happened :D :D :D with anyone) im not going to walk out of your room looking like a drunken mess and have your sis be like wow... this girl has changed lol haha but the reason I was so depressed is because my other friend who was there I used to talk to and REALLY liked... and he was like in love with me... but i never really went through with it (this was while me and brad were broken up) just because of college...and my love still for brad.... but its just weird still... and he had his GF at his open house and i've know her since I was like 8 and love her and stuff but like idek.....its just one of those wondering what could of been things.... BUT I love brad soooo much and am sooo glad no drunk mingling occured haha

But i'm gonna go weigh myself...i'm scared....BRB....
172.5....eww..... but whatevvvv I still need to "discard" all the food and alcohol haha... I dont think the 5 diet cokes helped either.... I was sooo nervous at his open house... I dont know why, I think its becuase the last time they all saw me I was sooo much smaller.... and I usually eat when Im stressed but this time I just drank a shit ton of diet coke! haha so tomorrow I should lose :] I think I may still be a little drunk due to the fact that we didnt start drinking till 3am and then continued basicaly all night (morning) haha....But the funny thing is that I think I look good right now? haha maybe I am drunk lol.... BUT i am bloated, again...O WELL! TOMORROW SHALL BE BETTER! :D

So Breakfast Im eating right now
15 raspberries= 15
15 Blueberries = 11.7
thats like 26.7? damn thats nothing....
Ill eat some oatmeal in a little bit haha

this is how im pretty sure im still drunk... I washed the raspberries and I just picked one up and dumped the water stuck in the middle of it all down my boobs haha

Plan for today:
Oatmeal 140
nap untill my hangover is gone
yogurt: 60
8 whole almonds:56
homemade cranberry Popsicle: 10
ill say about 3 pieces of gum: 15
not sure what we are having for dinner yet
italian Ice cup: 100

Total: 407.7 + dinner So I can allot ill say around 300ish for din putting me at 710sh for the day I know I was going to aim for 800-1000 this week just to prevent starvation and keep my meabolism up! however... I drank a lotttt like "last night" this morning so im pretty sure that I can still cut a few lol

But i'm going to sleep before I pass out and break my MacBook haha

Congrats to Wilted Rose for her 13 pound total lost!! she's doing soooo great!!!! I hope I can catch up soon! :D


Love you all.
Lilah