HI :]

So last night was fun :]
I got a little bit tipsy, but nothing too out of control.
My friend Kyle had a party, then we went skinny dipping with my friend Caitlin and her bf.
It was probably one of the highlights of my summer haha. She has a sweeet pontoon boat so we basically were in the middle of the lake at 2 in the morn ... naked lol.

It's funny because she was a track and CC star and then went to school and gained weight... kind of like me lol.
So we're around the same size now I think. Which is actually very refreshing lol.

I took a few pics that i'll post later on.

So the drink I had was called sparks, its like an alcoholic energy drink, totaled like 384 or something... what makes me mad, is the fact that they do have a "light" version thats like 103 ... but i'm not 21 so I can't buy yet, and I really can't complain....

I only ate some cheese it's and then a few pretzel m&m's last night... oh and a piece of cheese lol... So it wasnt horrible, around 300 cals

Today all I have ate so far is 2 egg whites: 32, cheese: 60 half a bagel: 110 Total: 202 So thats breakfast and lunch combined so im doing good.

ALSO! I hopped on the scale last night around 10 pm before I went to the party and I was 166.6! which means I lost .6 throughout the day, meaning I was probably around 165 something this morning... I really think I can hit 163 or lower by this saturday ;]

OH and my job is kind of fucked up.... lol I missed my shift Friday because I thought I had a sub.... but turns out I didnt... Then we're going to Cedar Point tomorrow, so I'm missing night lessons.... but I don't think it's that big of a deal. It's my last summer and im done forever.

Luckily Brad got a job while I was at orientation! He's so good at first impressions it's crazy. At our school minimum you make is 7.55 with no SS taxes and then he gets a $.90 raise a semester?!?! pumps me up, hopefully i'll get my job! Brad's looking into trading his Ford taurus in for a black truck. He would look so sexy in it lol, so i'm hoping that works out :] I don't have my own car so I'll be getting driven to class in whatever he has haha.

OH and last night, Brad legit told me he wants to get married.... like not right now, but eventually.. :] it was cute, and then he goes, by the way, this isn't a proposal... bahaah it was cute, becuase the other day I was like you better not just randomly ask me to marry you, you better at least take me to dinner and make it cute haha....

So yea... that made me happy :] I mean, I know it won't be for a while but it's really reassuring to know hes thinking the same thing as me :]



I'll post later.
Love you all so much!
Stay strong girlies
you got this :]

Lilah