...pisses me off.
Something that is supposed to be a fun job, is ruined by our boss.
I ate little today.. had some tootsie rolls because I almost passed out... idk why.
Swam a 200 kick, then treaded water as much as possible and did a lot of "water aerobic" moves during lessons haha
I don't even feel like it's my birthday tomorrow.
I'm soooo bloated and have no idea why.
I dont know if I should start eating more again or what.
Im going on a run later...
were getting fucking chicken takeout from KFC or somewhere else.... taking skin off.
I want to say fuck it sooo bad since I have been eating so well, I want to weight 163 sooooo bad for my birthday, but I know I wont.... I can tell when I lose, and today I just bloated up.
I want to run tonihgt but its raining... I may go later on.
ugggg Sorry guys, i'm just in a horrible mood today for some reason.
I want to be little again.
I hate have responsibilities....
I hate my boss.
I hate bills.
Whatever. I have to deal with it and should just appreciate the good things in life right??? I'll try!!
ugggg, so i'm hoping after my birthday festivites (food wise) it will boost my metabolism and lead to a wonderful week of losing???
One can only hope haha.
AHHH I love you guys tho.. there is no way I would be this far in my weight loss without you all.
Love you!!
and thanks for the wonderful comments :]
Lilah =)
oh i'm sorry hun .. sometimes when i know i'm gonna gain and i wake up feeling SO BLOATED and looking like a cow i actually lose weight so don't be beating yourself up .. it MIGHT still happen ;) and yes take the skin off.. KFC is very high in cals.. don't ruin everything ..you've done so well!! :)
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ReplyDeleteyeah, i'll update u on the moving thing, i hope it will get better
im sorry you arent in a really good mood. and as for your boss just ignore her. some people were just born to bitch, they kno nothing else so dont worry about her. =] love you.
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