It has to be.
After what I jsut ate at that grad party.
The theme was Thanksgiving?!?!?!??!
Fuck you cousin lol :)
I love my cousins though, we always have a blast...
But that food.
Im thinking of buying laxatives tonight.
I have my fiber, Ill take that as soon as I get home, but if I don't feel better, these laxies are a must
I was 158.8 on Friday morning and 161.2 this morning... my plan weight is 159 tomorrow, and then 158 again the next day, I think I may be able to do this. We stopped eating at like 6ish so if all I eat tonight is fruits or veggies at the most, then I think I have some chance of hitting 159 again tomorrow. I just NEED to get out of this place where I can still see the 160's, I hate it. Absolutely hate it.
I think when I get home, i'll take the fiber pills, then talk brad into going to the gym with me tonight :)
Good plan.
Then hopefully pooping is in the near future lol
Gosh do I need some real laxatives... I just want it out. Like I ate to the point where I feel sick... uggggggggggggggggggg
Well! I love you all! :D :D :D
Wish me luck please.
I NEED this 155 for school.
My mom keeps telling me how great I look( and my mom would tell me if I looked bad lol) But it's just not enough anymore
Love you
Lilah xoxoxo
Good luck!! Keep your head high, you can do this. You're almost there. :)
ReplyDeletei hear you. my friends keep grabbing me&joking that i don't eat. not cute. good luck, babygirl. as if you need it. you're crazy strong.
ReplyDeletexoxo
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Thanks, doll =]
ReplyDeleteWell see how it works for the both of us!
but I totally think we can do it =D
Good luck! You'll get to your 155 just stay strong :) x
ReplyDeletethanks for the support, love =]
ReplyDeleteyou'll reach your goals, too!