bus ride

on the bus again... I ended up eating a toated roll with homemade jam last night at brads and so I really didn't want to weigh myself this morning, probably shouldn't of either...i weighed myself at like 6am so I know I would probably be down if I slept the right amounf of hours...but right now I'm 166....so as lon as I'm 164.8 agaon tomorrow morning I'll be fine.  I think I'll jave some orange juice this morning...maybe some oatmeal after work...i have an exam which I have not prepared for at all whatsoever......oatmeal makes you smart right??  Haaa so did I mention that I totally got hit on by this guy at work yesterday?? khilarious and awkward...but I guess a good thing.  He was like hey I have a question...wpuld you be able to hang out sometime?? I was like yeahhhh hahaha and he's like, well do you have a phone number?? So I gave him my facebook lmao....my number is on there...well see if he texts me like jason did right after I added him... God I miss him :(  actually had a dream we were dating again last night..... Hmmmm  but yeahh turns out this guy is 23 going to be 24 before I'm 20....so he's probably not interested at all any more :) everyone thinks I'm 22 for some reason and brad is the only one who tthinks I act like I'm 12.   So I read most of minter girls last night.....its a really good book.....  Brad asked me what was wrong last night and wouldn't leave me alone till I told him  I told him that my eating issues are getting bad again and I don't like it....he kind of gave me a sad look but that was it.... Ges always getting pissed off about it....  Like I do it all for attention or something.....hmphh  I really love you all for everything.  Your comments make my world and I really truly wish I could meet every single one of you .  I'm hoping to study abroad eventually somewhere so maybe I can meet some of you :)   the weirdest thing happened last night!! I was on pretty thin chat and I was talking to this girl....turns out we lived in the same city?? Like we graduated from high schools 20 minutes apart! And she still lives there....what are the chances...so we are actually gonna meet up next time I'm home and she's gonna cut my hair :)   so this girl from college last year posted a few pics of me last night iand it kind of brought back a few bad memories....there was this guy I reallllly liked...he played guitar and was just an all put great guy....well we had sex and then he basically ditched mw...but whatever.....he still wasn't over his ec so ot would of been shitty anyways....but the thing that got me was how big I was!! I'll post them later....it was gross.. Lol... Untagged immediately lol.   So me and brad talked about dating others again.... Not now but eventually.. It would probably be good for us...  He really needs to find himself without me around constantly and without him worrying about me and how I feel all the time  alright girls I'm at school..love you all :)