Brad and me ended up taking to my roomates. Bad idea. What a mess.
I have been acused of things I never thought possible. Turns out one of brads roomates has been telling them every last word I say.
Oh! And I'm also being acused of being bulimic! Wow... I have thrown up 2 times in the last 2 months. And supposedly I have woken her up many times... Too bad I sleep at Brads every night... I have always gag'd when I brush my teeth since I was little...if that's what she's talking about? And the fact that she's like " so what are you fucking bulimic now?". That kinda hurts that they wouldn't care enough about me to ask. And then my other roommate goes on this rant about how she's been bulimic and threw up everyday last summer and knows what it sounds like when someone shoves their fingers down their throat. You would also think that if she had an eating disorder she would be a little more touchy on the subject or at least more sympathetic to a friend....
Kkk thanks for letting me vent lol
so I'm back down to 163.4 which is nice. That's 1.8 down from yesterday... Could of been more but I had a brownie and a little cereal at brads. Pretty sure iburned enough calories last night crying to burn it off
so today's breakfast and lunch plan is fruits and veggies since I can eat those for free. Literally and in my diet lol.
So that way if I don't get a chance to work out I can save my 300 for some oatmeal and yogurt later. I do like the fact that this diet is teaching me to stop counting healthy calrues.
Well back to work love you all, you are the only ones who will ever understand me.
Kels.
so sorry honey. these roommates of yours sound like bitches. it's not fair to accuse you of things and then not believe you when you deny it. and this girl who says she was bulimic... i dont know about that. have somewhat of an eating disorder myself, i feel like if i thought one of my friends was going through one i would understand and want to help, and i would especially do that privately. to not care enough to try to help you and to confront you about it in front of everyone else AND your boyfriend, that's just terrible. and this roommate of brads...well, i guess you shouldnt trust him anymore either.
ReplyDeletei'm sorry. i'm here for you. i love you and you're beautiful in every way. i do wish you would stop the purging/the laxies though.
you know, if you wanna just move down here with me, i think that would solve all the problems ;)
lol love you, hope today is better!
I'm sorry to hear your roommates are being such bitches & so insensitive. Glad you felt you could come here to vent to help you get it out. Hopefully things get smoother after last night. Having roommates you don't get along with sucks. At least you have work & school & friends (& Brad) to help keep you busy so you don't have to be home all of the time.
ReplyDeleteGlad you at least had a good moment on the scale & I hope today goes much better for you! <3
Sorry to hear that, sometimes roommates can suck and be really nosy for no good reason.I'm shocked that they all ganged up on you like that, and I'm surprised that your supposedly former bulimic roommate didn't seem more concerned. She definitely should have approached you differently. That's just terrible. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteugh fuckin bitches.. i'm sorry it went bad.. :( hugs is all i can say
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