Thank you lord.
i dont know what it is but something about this being my low in a few weeks is ok with me.
Prob becuase this was my low last year... idk,
Is it sad that I would rather talk to you girls on here than go party right now?
Im supposed to leave in like 15 but am just not really feelin it
I haven't been taking my celexa so my moods are all fucked up haha...
im eating a 100 cal bread wheat thing... idk.
Its late but i'm hoping ill still lose tomorrow morn,
Im leaving here at around 9ish? hopefully lol.
I need to get my prescription at walmart, find someone to put my license plate on for me, pack everythinggg and then be back home by 12:45 to baby sit.
I almost just drove home tonight but rememberd about my perscription....
hmmm I really not sure why i'm posting? lol.
I guess the fact that Im finally under 164.4 feels nice...
and I know that 159 is right around the corner again...
I just hate feelings so ugly and fat lately.... like I know I could look a lot worse, but I just hate not feeling gorgeous.
And I hate feeling left out of things lol.
wow... im going to be 20 in july yet I sound like im 12 haha...
whatever.
But yeah! It's like 12am.... I guess Emily's friend/new roommate is having a party at her old apartment where no one lives? and the subleaser is moving in tomorrow? sounds a little sketch to me but whatever lol
I am so excited to be in the 150's again... i was mantaining at 155 so it feels so weird not being less.
I hope you all are having a wonderful December.
and that everything for your holidays goes as planned :)
Love you all
kels.
update:
so I ended up going to taco bell with Emily... we ordered for like 9 people haha
I got diet coke... and then nacho chips... they were a small order but still... why?? lol
i feel so weird lately... idek.
a bunch of guys kept talking to me tonight... which is cool? but I feel fat as fuck so I have on confidence therefore it's not even worth it.
plus, I miss brad like crazy...
here's to a wonderful winter break.
Waking up early to go to walmart and then get my license plate installed somewhere...
Love you girls all more than you know.
Kels
Congrats on the progress! you've been doing so well!!!
ReplyDeleteand not to sound creepy, but you're actually really pretty(previous picture posts haha).
don't forget that.
xoxo
stay strong
Congrats on the weight loss!!
ReplyDeleteAnd lov2laff is right--you are GORGEOUS, and don't forget it!
xoxo
Hey girly. I haven't been commenting a lot lately :( Sorry. You're doing wicked!! December is balls.... fucking elementary school Christmas concerts. I want to punch myself in the face and not attend them. Ugh lol.
ReplyDeleteguuuuurrrrlll you amazing!!!!! and people like you because you have a GORGEOUS personality and STUNNING looks. feel betta my dears!!
ReplyDeleteYou can do it! You've been doing great, so be proud of that. It's hard to stay motivated, but just take it one day at a time. You are gorgeous already, so don't be too hard on yourself.
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