lol.
Lord.
I need to grow up.
Kelsey and Kelsey lol We went to camp together when we were like 12 haha
Jake and me passed out lmao..... I really hope brad doesnt see this.... or a lot of people for that matter hahaha except he was kinda an ass to me, and I almost hope he girlfriend sees it just because she deserves someone better than him.Why did she take so many pics of us? lmao.... it was an ugly sweater party lol... Jake is that guy who is great to hang around with sober, but drunk.... never again....he's more attractive in real life I swear haha
Anyway..... dinner last night, only meal of the day, so that was alright.
I ate a ton of broccoli, some couscous, and three bites of grilled chicken.... meat is starting to not taste good to me.... so thats good I guess?
well then after my pretty safe dinner.... we ate chocolate... and then I had a mini binge which I dont even remember what I ate? lol some applesauce and cereal ha and and few bites of sis's mac and cheese. I think that was it? oh come more chocolate... so Im a little bit scared to get on the scale..... but I am going to do P90X in a bit.... so it's all good :) I hope... lol
I hate being like this... I want to get to the point where Im working out so much that I can eat whatever I want and lose weight... just like in high school...
or.... I just don't want to care... I know this sounds kinda bad... but I would rather be huge and not give a fuck than tiny and hating my life.... maybe.... probably not... I dont even know what I'm saying.
I need to tell you girls how much I love you all. I know I say it all the time, but for real. Your comments make my day. You girls are hilarious and way too nice. And you all deserve to reach your goals, and I know you will :)
I'll update this with my weight later on... that is... if it's lower... which i really am not thinking it will be lol.
Off to attempt P90X hahaha....
Kels.
(When was the last time I signed as Lilah? hahahaha)
Update:
Erin I freakin love you.
Stop complimenting me, I dont deserve it :) but they do make me happy :) lol
Weigh in: 164.0 eww, but could be worse.
Ill be 163 tomorrow...
where did 154 go? I feel like it wasnt that long ago that it was on the scale?
haha Im going to an ugly sweater party wednesday. O lord--Im getting sweaters from my grandma.
ReplyDeleteHave I mentioned how gorgeous you are??? and how much I love your hair!!?? ahh and that guy is too funny haha.
glad you are doing well with eating--you've done great!
have funn playing!!!
I kind of want the sweater the other girl in the first pic is wearing...
ReplyDeleteConcerned about my taste much?
Good luck with your weigh in, your binge doesn't sound too bad so you shouldn't worry too much xxx
omg i want to go to an ugly sweater party hahaha
ReplyDeletehow is p90x working for you? i've seen millions of commercials and like ads for it and i've always wanted to try it cuz it looks super epic and amazing!!!
btw, i think you are absolutely gorgeous!!
stay strong <333
Trust me lol I know how you feel. I was that way with 168, and now here I am at 172 and wondering where the hell did all this come from?
ReplyDeleteYou, too, will reach your goals, darling =] You have the prettiest face I have ever seen, and I can just tell that your personality matches. You're doing great! Just hang in there and It will happen!
Stay Strong
I love those photos! You always look spectacular, even if you were drunk. :D
ReplyDeleteYou are SO pretty
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