Glaceau

I didnt know what to title this... so I wrote the first word I saw ahaha.

Today I ate yogurt: 120 at around 6:30am


Just got off work at 11ish and am having oatmeal... some grapes... and a few veggiessss


It's weird...obvisouly I eat because I'm hungry... but lately it feels more as because I know I should... or that the reason I feel sick and dizzy is because my blood sugar is low and I need food...
I always feel better after food.
I've been getting all these comments lately (from people at work) about how I eat too healthy... wth? lol
And asking why I dont eat meat... Im not really sure when I ate meat last... cross that off.. I did have ham last week...

I feel a little smaller today... I got on the scale praying for 165 and got 164.? so thats good. I like being under that 165 mark...
I also stayed up till 3:30 am.... and I think the whole being awake thing burns more calories.
I ate while I was awake tho.... a few sesame crackers and a ton of cranberries.... they are supposedly "negative" calories or whatever....

I think I may hit 163 tomorrow if I don't ruin my day tonight.  which is great...I just hate that I have been here many times... and should be 20 pounds less.  BUT positive thinking! haha

I'm going to change up my blog soon... it's getting boring...
Also I think the little pic on the top that I picniked makes me look like I have some sort of lesbian blog ahaha..

Apologizes for being so boring lately!
Hopefully going home tonight will wash away my depression and I'll become slightly more interesting again :) At least I hope I was a little bit... ahahha.

SO basically. 9 days till christmas.  Im supposed to lose 5-6 pounds.... uhhhh I dont see that happening but I WILL try!

I have so many random things that I want to tell you all but I will post them later when I'm not going off of 2 hours of sleep haha

Love you girlies.
I miss feeling close to everyone on here like old times :/

Kels