Man.

So I legit fucked up.
It started with fruit... that was good. 100ish
then I has a cookie. 300
then a wheat dinner roll. 60
then another cookie.... 250

the some soupp....
then another cookie..
then reces pieces.
 but if it makes it any better...
This all ended by 2 and all I ate since then was this chef salad and now im eating veggies.
that will be all.

I feel asleep and now I cant freakin workout becuase I have this paper due tomorrow... but Im thinkin that I can probably do a little bit in my room...

ummm america's next top model is on tonight... maybe that will be good motivation for tomorrow....

gerrrr I asked Joe to go to Michigan State with me this weekend... but I guess hes going to another university... but he wants to go the weekend after to meet my friends lol... which I guess is cool... and I mean.. a good thing right??

so Kelli might come with me....
which brings me to Jim.
I realllly liked this guy... we had sex once... and then just didnt talk..

My life... is pathetic.

The last 3 guys I had sex with: (not including Brad)
Josh
Jim
Justin
and now im talking to Joe.
Maybe J's are a bad sign... lol

any way Jim deleted me on facebook... lol I think it's cause I got wayyyy too attached.. I tend to do that.
So I added him today then he texted me...so I guess it wont be awkward... Ill probably ended up geting drunk and making out with him... just kidding :)

so yay... I REALLY wanted Joe to come so he could see that I do legit have friends haha... they just dont really go to this school... and to make jim jealous lol. :)
jim isn't really that attractive tho.... and most guys I talk to are.... yet hes the one that like screwed me over? haha funny.

I the blond if you didn't know... lol.. in the green haha...

This was from last weekend... notice the fact that I am 5'9'' and although I am slouching over... I am not the shortest one! the girl behind me is 6'2''!!!! and then the other girl is 5'10''
and I don't look huge lol.

I really just want to go to state at 163... im really gonna try and do something productive to lose calories tonight..

but yea... probably not going to have a scale pic tomorrow. ef.
Love you all.