not gonna lie...

....today was kinda shitty.

Food:
3 little bowls of strawberries... lol they were spread out through the morning.200???
potatoes, a little bit of eggs, pancake. (300?)
2 odwala bars :400 :/
banana:90
redbull:10

so exactly 1000ish?
I did go to the gym tho!! :) and burned about 650ish maybe a little more!

so net is around 450!

I mat have some brusselsprouts for dinner but over all I think today was pretty good... now I just have to be able to say no to apple bees after youth group tonight lol.


ummmm yea... not much happened today...
hung out with Joe for a bit between class and work... we had breakfast together.... o I did have a tiny bite of a cinnamon roll.... reallll little.
ummm I ran in to his roommate in class and gave him a ride home..
and im taking one of their friends to youth group tonight...
look at me bein all sneaky and getting close to his friends lol.. jk :)

hmmm last night I texted him goodnight at like 10:30... I didnt really go to bed but I wanted to text him hahah... im such a loser lol
but then he was awwww, ok night.
and then this morning was like yea, we really didn't talk much yesterday..... so that's good that he said that right??

eerrrrr I just need to stop thinking about stuff so much and just go with the flow...
but I really do want to know whats gonna happen... or the possibilities at least... I mean I haven't really been single that much of my life so if this isn't going to go anywhere I obvi want to be out having fun!!

alright... so current goal: 163.8 by saturday.
lets dooo this :)

<3