I am sooo fat.
lol.
I mean that mentally and physically.
I just ate an oreo doughnut?! ok...
So tomorrow starts my adventure in healthy eating... especially since today at my grandpas was a fail.
Im working out at least once, if not twice everyday. So if I can keep the cals down then I should get this excess fat off soon I hope!
I smoked with Jack and his mom last night then drank... we ate mexican and then bought pizza later... wait no, I bought it all lol. it was horrible... what was I thinking?
I wish I didnt have this oral fixation with food... It's like when I'm eating I am so happy that I just want to do it again...
I hate how my eating habits cycle...
OH and I got my period today? which wasnt supposed to happen.... probably the birth control.. since I stopped and restarted.
ummmm I suppose that explains my reckless eating and random weight gain? hmmm.....
SUPER busy still. Will for sure try and me a more active member of blogger this week! Thats how I lost weight over the summer! Just gotta do it again!
bring on the fruits and veggies I suppose.. :P
love and miss you girls more than you know.
Kels.
I had a crap eating day too. (Seriously, there are pictures to prove it on the blog.)
ReplyDeleteWe'll get there I hope.
I just recently jumped into the healthy eating , its hard but it feels so good when you go to bed knowing you did well on the eating scale :)
ReplyDeleteI know you can do it !
Ugh. I let myself slide into eating shit. The worst part is, I have to hide it from Greg. Who sat in their room with the door closed while their fiance napped... eating chips? This girl. :(
ReplyDeleteI hate that eating high; it makes it so hard to stop.
ReplyDelete<3 u