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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Teach me how to....

...starve.

I used to be so damn good at it.

<3


Me at my highest weight... def looks worse sicne im all scrunched up... but stilll... 186. fall/winter 2009
 Me at 154 in sep 2010
 156ish in october
 idk how much but i liked this weight a lot...
 A couple weekend ago, 169ish.....

I want to see 135... heck i want to see 155... even 163.  If I can just get to 163... things will be better... things will be much better...



Thinspo:

Mt friend from college last year... today is her 20th birthday.... on the right...

6 comments:

  1. oh my god, she is so skinny! & you are gorgeous! I totally understand how you feel, I feel like I forgot what it's like to starve. & I hate it.. But I have faith you can do it! xo A

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  2. You can lose that weight girly! Instead of concentrating so hard on not eating, what if you really tried to identify the reasons you over-eat? Things will get a lot easier when every mealtime isn't a mini-binge.

    I have lots of faith in you, good luck!
    Take care
    xox

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  3. No matter what, you look fabulous!! Seriously, you are gorgeous.

    Little snacks all throughout the day--that's when I do the best. And allow yourself little treats. Like Edy's makes those mini ice cream cups; they're the perfect size, and between 150-190 calories depending on the flavour. And MEAT. Lots of meat snacks, like cold cuts, or beef jerky. No-low carb is always good.

    <3

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  4. I second what mich said(minus the meat part since I'm a vegetarian), you look fabulous! In your pictures where you're in the 150s, you look very slim, like you're in the low 130s :)

    ~ H

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  5. HEY HEY GORGEOUS! :)

    How you getting on Ive missed you guys sooo much gotta sort myself out again really slacked off without you all! :(

    Back to the grindstone positive thinking all the way! what you thinking of following? think I will go back to the 800cals max a day seemed to work quite well back then

    Good luck sweet
    love always
    Wilted~Rose @}~>~

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  6. I totally agree!! You are abosolutely
    GORGEOUS at every stage in your journey!
    If you are going to fast, ill do it with you! I need motivation, i have zero on my own! You are amazing!
    stay strong!
    xxo.
    Rach

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