I think I'm just going to stop eating...

Yea.. I fell super fat.
And I thought a lot about it today.
It's just mind over matter.
That is all.

And Im like ehhh 173ish? so i've been slowly gaining.. I need to get back to 154.2 asap.
Carey (my boyfriend) invited me to a wedding on June 4th with him.  My dress that I wore to my grad party two years ago still looks pretty hot on me not gonna lie... and I think I was like 170ish prob when that happened... ehh maybe 165.
So I'm going to weigh 163 by then.
It has been decided.

I've met his parents and siblings but I'll be meeting the rest of his fam at this wedding and neeed to make a good impression.
I know if i look better, I will feel more confident. The end of May marks a year since I began this blog... .actually the start of june.  I weighed 181 then and would LOVE to be 20 less after a year.... if I can hit 161 I will prob cry... so yea... starve on bitches.  Im so motivated... it's almost summer, classes are done, and I WILL post everyday...unless the BF is up ahahaha...
Here's a pic of us:

I'm not even gonna lie... I'm falling for him hard...
which I didnt really want to happen, but whatever... live young I guess.

So yea... he's joinig a gym I guess haha he used to be crazy buff when he played hockey but now he's just... sexxy and pretty skinny aha... I mean, he weighs 151 :/ and I weigh like 171... so yup. this needs to change.

Food tonight: nothing.
Tomorrow:
greek yogurt
banana
then going home, well to my apartment haha...
and ill have some oatmeal... and we will go from there.

I'm going to attempt this 17 day diet soon.
My friend is on it right now and lot 5 pounds in 4 days... so if I can lose weight AND eat. pshhh Im down.
but for now.... bring on the water and green tea.
Goodbye candy and fastfood.... and any sugar period.

Welcome back Kels... it's time t do this again ;)

<3 <3 <3
Love you girls.
I'll be catching up and commenting tonight x3333