Pics from the swim meet came out...
o man... after being used to my high school ones... this ones sure hit home...
losing the pounds now... I need to stop binging.
Thank you so much for the award! I PROMISE to post better tomorrow :)
BUT I am losing 10 pounds by the end of this month for nationals in Arizona.
I'm like what, 172? EWW?! how did I gain 18 pounds? wtf... I WILL be 162 or LESS by the end of this month... I don't care how much starving and working out it takes :)
Tomorrow's plan:
Wake up.
eat nutragrain bar: 130
Anatomy Lab@8
Anatomy exam@11
apple: 90
Tanning@2 (tooo excited lol)
toast:70
egg whites: 32
Running@5
yogurt and green pepper: 140
swimming@7:30
Broccoli:120
Total:582.
My net intake will be sooo deep into the negatives. If I eat a little more it will be fine. But I really need to try and stick with this!
I am sick of this bloated fatness that is me.
OH and current boy I am talking to is coming up this weekend. If I can hit 167 by fri morning... I will be pumped.
I won't feel ok in my body until im 163 again :/
So I guess that's just gonna have to happen soon!
Fuck this binge eating disorder.... it's over, I'm breaking up with you :)
<3 <3 <3
cheers for seeing the boy this weekend&cheers for breaking up with binges. i'm finding how much exercise it takes for me to lose any weight even with crazy restricting. i'm always tired. but better small&tired than big&energetic i suppose. i hope you lose the weight again fast. stay strong, doll.
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zette
Can you break up with mine too?
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