173.6

Alright.. sadly I'm happy with this lol.  I was hoping for anything less than 175.

This tells me that i am 19.2 away from my low... which actually doesnt seem that bad... I can drop half of that in 10 days whenever I decide to do this master cleanse.  And the other half with better diet and exercise.. then hopefully 5 more on the master cleanse to put me at 149.

So I think...Ill start the master cleanse this month sometime? I realllly wanted to wait till I got a juicer... maybe I can still get one lol.

Then diet and what not unti I hit 155ish and then do it again? and then maybe do it once a month or once every other month after that? I know I can do this... it's just mind over matter.

Hopefully I'll be 172.? tomorrow.... I haven't ate yet and it's 1:20pm.... thinkin I may just have a few pieces of gum and a cig... Carey is coming up tonight and I think we're drinking... im gonna go for vodka and just do 6 shots straight lol... if im on an empty stomach.... that will hit hard lol.

ALSO I will be having plenty of sex in the next couple days :) lol... therefore, I will try to me on top as muchas possible and burn the few calories that i will be consuming off :P

I still have like 4 greek yogurts... so thats good...2 apples.. and oatmeal?

So thats like healthyish haha

umm last night I swam .5 mile in a lake.. so that was cool... will be def me a mile next time.

I came home, showered and went to bed... with out food :P then woke up at like 11 and had some special K... opps!

I'm debating on getting a 2nd job lifeguarding... but I'm also debating on working out 2 times a day until I a.)pass out b.)injure my self  or c.) reach my goal weight of 145 lol

I know that 145 sounds high for a goal weight... but I am really excited for you guys to see how I look at that weight.  At 155 I'm a size 7 and at 145 I'm sure I'll be a 4/5 which at 5'9'' I am totally happy at :)

i am also pretty happy to hit 171 lmao... just so I can say I lost 5 pounds haha.... I'm going off of 176 since I saw that on the scale a few days ago :/

gayyy.

Well off to clean and not eat ahaha.

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