With this guy:
It's scaring the shit out of me...
but he's all I ever think about...
He told me that when he's at work all day he sits there and thinks about us and out future...
we've only been dating a month and a half.. but it seriously feels like forever...
I've never felt this way before... even after the 4.5 years with brad...
It's different.
I know he was going to tell me he loved me on Thursday. I had a party at my place. Right before he said it though, he was like, well I want to tell you this tomorrow when we're sober lol.
So I texted him today what he was going to tell me, and he said he would tell me later when he called. So after we talked I texted him again... cause I obviously want to know what he's talking about lol... and he's like, I'll just tell you next time I see you, it's not that big of a deal. So be being me, I was like Carey tellll me. he goes, no I want to hug you while I tell you haha... probably the cutest thing I've ever heard.
Here's another pic from my little shin dig.. bahaha... I really dont look that bad for weighing 175...
Yea... I don't know... I'm just high on life.
And I want to look the best I ever have for him.
So tomorrow, I'm going to start my lifestyle change.
I find out what is wrong with my leg on Tuesday and then I'll know what exercise I am allowed to do... also eating healthy starting tomorrow... haha if I had a dollar for everytime I have said that...
But I promise this time.
If you haven't heard of sky sailing go give them a listen. It's Adam Young's (Owl City) side project/previous works.
Amazing.
I just want to get high and listen to them all day.
I'm going to see Owl City in concert with my boy on june 29th and have never been more excited :)
"if I had a dollar for everytime I have said that"
ReplyDeletehaha me too. over and over again.