well...

I wrote a post earlier... but it never went through...

I ended up going to the gym and got a little cardio in.

Then went to the lake and swam a mile with asad..

Then got pita pit, which i was totally ok with since i know it's roughly 400...

but then we got coldstone.. .and we were going to get smoothies... but that didnt happen.

The bad/good news is that I puked most of it up...

but I really dont want it to come down to that....

so I brushed my teeth and showered and I'm going to skype my boyfriend to get my mind off of things.

Tomorrow I find out what's wrong with my leg and when I can get back to running.

I have decided that on mon or tues next week I will start the master cleanse.

I have the ingredients back home so i'll get those this weekend.

I reallllly want to lose 10 pounds for the wedding that is on the 4th lol that's 12 days... so i'm not really sure how i'm going to go about that...

blahh. I mean, I guess if my boyfriend started dating me this way, I can't be too bad? lol... idk

I know that as soon as it gets hotter out my appetite will go down a bit.

ALSO I completely stopped my anxiety meds and BC and am waiting to see if that affects my weight at all.

That may also be why my ED tendencies are returning... but whatever :P

ok.

i love you girls.

<3