can't sleep

anyone else have problems sleeping when they cut their cals down a lot? I always get it... it may be more of an anxiety thing than anything else tho... idk

but i was looking at old posts, its really motivating btw and foudn the post from the night I first met Carey (my boyfriend, we've been dating for almost 4 months btw! WOOT WOOT) anywho I thought this was hilarious:

TOO FUNNY! and we didn't even start hanging out for like 3 more months after this was taken haha
It's crazy... def didn't think that I would be in love with him someday ha.

It's also so weird to me to think back to the start of our relationship... he just seems like a totally different person.  I know it's because we know each other a whole lot better now... but it's just funny thinking back, and how I kind of looked up to him in a way and thought he was just so much above my level haha and he;s really just this awesome guy who is super weird, but can be normal at times too lmao and I love that about him.

LOL so one of my roommates and his gf were out drinking and came home, or i thought? and then I thought they just came back? well it was out neighbors and I was knockin on my windows trying to get their attention bahaha and one yelled don't fuck with us "random name" bahaha so i hid...

ANYWAY I'm just super manicy for some reason... nad I REALLY want my scale
Im supposed to go to the beach tomorrow but I really hope it rains. I jsut want to lay in bed all day lol.

Im usually either having to work or I'm with Carey so it's kinda nice to just sit for a weekend.

POOP
anywaysssss I'm feeling too out of it to type anymore... I'll just say dumb stuff lol
NIGHT!