woops.

sorry about that post.
I really cant drink right now...
after dropping that 12 pounds so fast and not eating a lot my, what used to be exceptionally large, tolerance has recently gone to shit.
and I keep getting depressed and then cry...

I live with 4 guys and 1 other girl.... the girl complains about being fat... she's 115 pounds. i want to kill her some days. Like... I don't care if you think that, because I
ll always think that about my self too.... but can you just have the courtesy to not complain to someone about it constantly who is 60 pounds more than you?

Anyway... I'm 177.4 with my clothes on...
I really wanted to see the 175's but I prob won't until next week..
We're basically have a pre-game to welcome week up at school so it's aboutto get crazy here...
I seriously love living on my own tho... I know this is my 3rd year doing it but it serisouly just gets better every year.

I also need to laugh at the texts  Isent my boyfriend haha
I was like confesing my love for him (which he has done many times while drunk too so I don't feel too bad about it aha) and I was like we should just live together so we can cuddle more lmao... and we actually have talked about that.. obviously not for another year at least... but he responded with " I'd love to, maybe next year" lol... so i don't know why I'm tellin you all this... but I guess it just made me happy.


ummm. so I really just want to weigh in the 176 lows today... and I also want to poop soooo bad... but I'm constantly constipated and I think it's a side effect from me stopping the laxatives... so I hope it passes... I want to take them for the real purpose they are meant for now... but I need to stop that.

Anyway...  I think I may still be a little bit drunk... so i'm gonna stop talking.

love you all.
<3