one more push.

I swam this morning. After I weighed 171.8. thank the lord. I'm skeptical... its did give that reading multiple times, however it changed a bit later to 172... then 172.6 then to 170.0 so... im just gonna say 171.8... cool. exactly 17 pounds since August 1st. Was hoping to be much less my now... but progress is progress.

I went out to this coffee shop last night called the strutt in the city I live.... it's kinda of a hipster club, had a great time tho. The boiling pot music festival had to me moved there due to rain. Danced a lot tho, so that's always a good calorie burner.
Check out Breathe Owl Breathe if you get a change. VERY interesting band. Love them.

My exercise has been pretty good lately.
Last friday: swam 2000ish yards
Monday: 2600
Wednesday: 2150
Today:1850

I really need to up my yards... but I'm still just getting back into it... so we'll take it slowly.
My friend who moved to florida is coming home next thursday... I REALLY want to be in the 160's by then... and I know it possible... it just sucks because I get so nervous lately when I don't eat. how weird is that? Like right now it's 2pm and I haven't ate anything yet... and I feel like if I don't eat then my body is just going to freeze and my metabolism will shut down...idk... im weird.
BUT this friend and me both made a pact that when she comes home again in december that we will both be skinny and beautiful... shes shorter than me and I would say probably around the same size. I know she weighs less but I feel like we look about the same...she's always tweeting about eating fast food tho so we'll see how she did lol. I hate friend competition... but then at the same time, I love it.

Carey was on my computer while I was in class, said he saw my blog tab up and exited it with out looking... kinda impressed. I actually believe that he didnt look which is kinda amazing to me....Brad and me never had any trust what so ever... he had a digital journal he kept sometimes... and I looked through part of it because I just couldnt trust him... which in the end obviously resulted in less trust. but at least I had reasons to not trust him, and they ended up being true....whatever.

I'm going to make two egg whites with some turkey and maybe a little yogurt or something...
Dinner tonight is with my gay friend lol we're getting sushi... Ill probably just get an avocado roll...i think it's like 200 calories...

I'm so sore from all of this swimming I just want to sleep. But alas, days of homework await.

So question time.
What do you guys drink when you're at parties?
I have mixed feelings on getting drunk or not tonight.. But I know when the time comes i'm going to want to... we're having a party here and my friend is getting this german oktoberfest beer... which i really want to try but not drink like 8 glasses and wake up in the 180's again...
I feel like vodka and diet coke is always a win... but then I still feel bloated from the coke... hmm decisions decisions...

Love you
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