Scale dilemmas

It is embarrassing and pathetic how obsessed I am with my scale.
Most people, while stepping on a scale, are interesting in knowing approximately what they weigh. for example, do I still weigh 125 or am I 140 now? But no. With me, I care about the EXACT weight. And I mean down to the tenth of a pound. if that changes by .2 I get pissed. It would literally be worth it for me to spend $100 on a scale if it told me the exact weight I am and if it gave me the exact reading 3 times in a row. My scale just told me I weigh 170 then 172.6 then 169.8 then 167.6 then 171.4. and that is a HUGE deal for me. Can any of you relate to this or am I just obsessed with numbers. This is however the first time I've seen the 160's on the scale for a while tho! So that pumps me up knowing that Im close. This morning I was 171.4 then I went to a fundraiser, had a bagel and still weigh the same, actually less since I used the bathroom frequently lol...

Yesterdays food intake was amazing untill night time... I drank and smoked... ate 2 homemade pretzel rolls, a handful of roasted almonds, a 120 calorie desert yogurt and an apple... probably more that I don't remember... so it was VERY surprising to me that I was this low this morn.

When I wrote my goals on 8/1 the goal was to be 167.8 on 10/4/11 so at 171.4 today I am actually keeping up pretty well. I am considering doing a fast or cleanse... maybe the 7 day diet? I know its a little skeptical but I lost 6 pounds doing it once and with the way I've been working out and eating would def be able to keep it off.

my goal remains the same for this Thursday when I see Emily. As long as Im in the 160's I will be VERY happy. 168.8 marks a 20 pound loss since 8/1 so that will feel so amazing.
ALSO! good news, the weight watchers scale my roommate has which is usually a little high is now reading that I weigh 171-172 so It's more believable to me. especially since my scale is so bi-polar haha.

As much as I wouldn't mind getting a new scale or switching over, I like minw because it monitors how much I've lost... since according to that scale I was 188.8 at my highest I know that however much it say I lost is accurate in the sense of pounds lost. Usually I figure out how I need to stand for it to give me the same accurate reading but we will see.

alright I'm rambling.

nap time.

Love you girls :)

UPDATE #1: 3:30pm still haven't ate anything since the bagel at 9:30
My weight is down to 170.4 :) I knew the bloat would come off when my period stopped, just didn't know it would be this fast :)
I'm takin a nap now, waking up, eating an egg and an egg white with a piece of turkey, maybe some carrots. Then working out at the gym. I'm thinking elliptical since my leg hates life. then library for the night :) <3


UPDATE #2: 169.6 after my nap :) :D finallyyyy back in the 160's! We'll see if this sticks around tomorrow morning :D