Mkkk before I start rambling, just wanna say how much I love Wilted Rose. Amazing blog, amazing women. Just the person I need to help me though this! And I hope I can help her as well!
Well as you can see >>>>>> I added a blogger of the week to my sidebar, not sure if it will stay a week, a month...we'll see what happens and who's blogs I fall in love with. Who knows, I could have multiple people on there!
Well, as my insomnia deepens...so does my energy?? hmmm *shrugs shoulders, gives confused look* It's 8:22 am my time and sleep still eludes me. BUT as my nocturnal self continues, I know a beautiful nap is in store in the future, hopefully outside! Well, at least on my bed with the perfect wind. This early and it's already soo nice out! 53 although I swear its warmer than last nights 60. BUT its going to hit 70 today, just my kind of weather, not too hot, not too cold! But end of the week hits 88 :/ I'm baby sitting so hopefully they'll have their air on! unlike my cheap mom lol :] This makes me miss my dorm, AC, IT WAS GREAT.
These birds sound ssooooo amazing, beautiful, perfect! I just love it. How I long to be a bird, to fly, live in a tree....ahhh I've felt this way since I was young.
Well back to real life! haha, weighted myself this morning, I know its bad to do everyday, but whatev, as long as I don't become obsessive its fine right??
SO! 177, down .5 from yesterday morning, but also up .5 from yesterday after my 8 hour nap, which was really considered my night of sleep haha, so I technically had two mornings lol... Half the time i weight myself is just experimental, so I can figure what goes on in my body and how it works lol... gosh being nocturnal is making this sooo confusing.,
Oh! and, as we speak i'm eating my breakfast, TOTAL RASIN BRAN. Simply. Amazing. The more it absorbs the milk it tastes like gram crackers! :D
So one serving of that is 160, I only ate 3/4 a cup, so that puts me at 120 + skim milk which I love! = 165 so far today.
How I love these carbs!! I wish I could live on salad and carrots, but I need variety and taste in my life lol.
O! another question! Does anyone out there start to get sick of the taste of water?? like actually physically feel sick? I drink this milk and it tastes like GOLD after only drinking water all day yesterday! Then too much water hurts my stomach... and im not drinking a ton, and im sipping slowly...hmmmm
RANDOM THOUGHT OF THE DAY:
i don't know about you, but when I think of water, I think the color blue ^^ as I fonted, the world above. But truely, water is clear...I mean sure the ocean is blue as a whole, but when taken in parts it's....clear. i guess its the whole reflection thing, like how the sky is blue and so on and what not.... But the closer you get to the atmosphere, does the sky turn clear as well? I suppose when you look down at the earth from the moon, (as seen in pictures, obviously havent been there lol :] ) you can see the continents in a clear format with rolling hills and plains and what not. Guess I'll have to ask an astronot! Although i'm sure they arent paying attention to that as they hurl out of this world at crazy speeds lol.... That would be soooo amazing, gosh what an experience... IM SOOO WEIRD lol :]
Has anyone noticed slight ADD tendencies in my writing lol?? They can't diagnose me for it because I have anxiety but I still laugh to this day how scattered my thoughts are :]
Gosh these headaches kill tho!!! Do you guys ever get them? i'm positive the lack of sleep isn't helping much either haha.
Oh and I must thank Wilted Rose for bringing TEA back into my life once again. How the hell did I forget its beauty?? I used to be addicted! lol
Well.... onto other things like getting on a normal human schedule... maybe I should go linger with the vampires... haha jk
Always and Forever,
Lilah Y Y Y Y Y Y
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