so far so good?

I just ate two pieces of cheese lol.

Joe just left...
I went to the library with him for a couple hours then we hung out with my roommates and he love them lol

i wanted him to stay the night soooo bad...he was reallly tired though...

He kissed me on his way out though so that was cute right? lol

i texted him: My bed is so lonley with out you :(

I sound like a pathetic dog right?
and hes like Awww! I'll stay the night with you sometime next week, I promise!

So I mean I guess that's a good thing right? If he still thinks we'll be talking in a week haha....

I really just want to go cuddle and make out with him.
Would it be creepy if I showed up at his house? lmao... totally kidding.

Uggg I just really like him....

food today was decent...

I ate those veggies then a banana...some fruit snacks and a trail mix bar.

I was 162.2 earlier... but then ate the cheese...

Tomorrow Im homping to be 160.8 again... but I'll probably be like 161.? gerrr...

I wish Joe would come back lol.
And I really hope he never finds this blog or he's going to think Im a freak :)

O well... I kind of am... I like being choked... isn't that fucked up?
He was kind of doing that when we were making out... omg I think I had an orgasm...

OK sorry guys, TMI...

so yea.... I see him tomorrow at like 9:30ish when he comes in for breakfast... So hopefully Ill be able to take a break and eat with him :)

Im such a little kid :)

 He's such a cutie though :)

Us being GAY haha

Love you girls :)

Kels.