Ehhhhhhhh.

169.2 this morn, so .6 down from yesterday.

I am so excited though... I thought for sure I was going to be up.

Intake so far: special K and milk: 150

Im working at 2... and slept through class, again... this really needs to stop :/

So plan for the day!

2-5:30- work

5:40- dinner? hmmmm veggies and MAYBE a piece of fruit.... I really should find some carbs and protein tho... egg whites maybe? IT sucks that my dinner has to be at a college caf lol.

6:20ish- run at the rec

7:30-swim practice

9:40-homework till I dieee.... for real this time.

Food:

1000 max (hopefully less)

but I'll prob burn around 1000 from swimming and running, so we will see.

I'm thinking 80 cal yogurt before work, that way I will have no excuse to eat :P

While at work... 90 cal special K bar

after work: veggies and fruit and stuff... 250 max

after run: protein bar (odwalla): 210

after swim?? Something at home... maybe a can of tuna or somethin...

So total: prob around 1000...

I have decided that whenever I want to eat, something that isn't either in the plan. or super unhealthy, Im just going to open my notebook and start listing reasons as to why I shouldn't eat... should be pretty simple right?

I realllly need to see 168 low tomorrow, if not 167...Carey comes up on Friday, and Im doing( i think) a 4 mile run with suzanne that mornin.,.. so I want to be 166.? on friday.  I think it's def possible.

ALSO I have sooo many upcoming events that wil def require me to be smaller.

National Meet in Arizona: April 27th Goal: 163 or less.  163 is THE max I will be...I am really hoping to see 159 on that scale again... I found the pic I took of the scale when I hit 159.8...that felt amazing haha.

California??? May be going to cali after Nationals...So after swimming my ass of for 3 days straight... I would just love to be in the 50's...

July 14th: my 20th birthday... I have always had the goal to hit 135 my then... Im not really sure if I can get that low... my muscle mass has always been pretty high and that's why my weight is a little higher than I look... BUT serisouly... If I can get back down to 154.2( low in september) or lower I will be estatic... OR fitting into those amazing size 5 hollister jeans I bought lol :)

I think 145 could be a good goal for my Bday :)

Im wearing these size 10 abercrombie and fitch jeans... I know I def shrunk then in the dryer last time I washed them lol but still they should be falling off :/ well... maybe not.  My 8's from AE fit perfect at 163 so I guess being a 10 would make since :/...

Also.. I think I grew another inch? Is that possible... ? That would make me 5'10''? eww...

ummm yea... sorry if this blog is getting so boring :/ I know this summer I will def be more inspired again lol..

I miss my fam... they are in Panama city right now for sis's SB.  In 2009 I was 155ish there... actually.. maybe a little bit more.

 I would be down to look like that again... it bums me out knowing that I was less than that only like 6 months back... o well, can't dwell on the past right?! haha

So in May last year when I went to Myrtle Beach (basically the trip that caused me to make this blog) I was 181 when I got back... so If by chance I do hit 151 by the end of may, then that makes me 30 pounds less than a year ago :) I think that's a great goal :) even if I hit 156... 25 pounds from a year ago would still make me happy :)

Alright... I'm going to stop blabbering about goals... Ill post/comment later.

Love you girls :) :) :)

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