So my roommate comes back up, trashes the place...and takes all my empties.. and now I cant find my cigs...
Im fat and pissed.. and want my cigs.
lol.
i ate too much this morn... could have been worse... but still.
I want to try this cig and water diet lol...
I prob have my odwalla tonight and some yogurt and fruit maybe...
I can not stand being this huge... my bf is 155... If I was still 154 life would be good and I wouldnt be freaking out...
however I get to meet his whole fam at a wedding on june 4th.. I want/need/have to be 163 then... 10 pounds... not too bad... but theres always this fact that my leg is fucked up...
ok sorry for bitching... i'm gonna go hunt down these cigs and then go tan...
Dear thin gods... help me?
Sorry for this shitty post... I'll make it up later.
Oh and btw. I'm going to start taking pics of the scale every morning starting tomorrow... it def motivates me and makes me not binge at night...
why do I love beer so much? I guess if I cut all food and just drink.... jk
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