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Monday, October 3, 2011

going crazy

Pretty sure the working out/basically not eating that much has put me into another manic episode. I couldn't fall asleep till like 3:30 woke up a little after 6, heart racing, mind racing... took the one xanax I have from god knows where and that helped a bit.. slept for another 2.5 hours, woke up, weighed 168.0, then went to the pool and swam 2200 yards. I ate 2 spoonfuls of yogurt before... not sure what I'll eat now... probably eggs with a mushroom and piece of turkey again lol.

The weekly goals I wrote on August 1st have me at 167 tomorrow.  I didn't think this was going to be possible but now looking at it, it definitely is. :) I'm a little worried with Carey coming up today... we both have class together at 6-9 then usually eat after... I may just make some tea and bring it to class or something. we always buy coffee but I am way to CRAZY to drink that right now haha.

ummmm so yea, food. I don't really want to think about it.. im not hungry but I know I need to eat. I could feel it in the pool how drained I was.

I have a lot of "loose skin" on my stomach from dropping the 20 pounds... anyone have a solution or tips for this? I found these body wraps from itworks that actually have awesome reviews... but its also kinda expensive... I know it will go away with time... but its just super annoying having a belly that shakes more now than it did with all the fat on it lmfao.

But I'm going to go eat something I guess....
Have a fab days girls :)
Remember... go on a walk. you'll still be burning more calories than the fatty sitting on the couch all day :)

2 comments:

  1. That makes me want to go for a walk right now! You're doing so amazingly. Keep up the hard work! xx

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  2. Working out and not eating/not eating much always makes me manic too. It becomes so hard to sleep and be normal!

    Gosh your post makes me want to work out! xxx

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